Sunday, December 14, 2008
Monday, December 8, 2008
sayari-2
aap ko gulab kya dun?
Aap ki dant hirein hain,
aapko hironki anguthi kya dun?
aap ki rang hai sona,
aap ko sone ki anguthi kya dun?
aap hai pari asman ki,
aap ko dharti ka dhul kya dun?
2. Humse suni har sur ant hi unki geet se,
humse dekhi har nazar ant ho unki singar se,
humara manzil ki har rahein ant ho unki ki aangan main,
humara har jindagi ki ant ho unki bahon main.
3. Aisi din humein manjur nahin agar wo hasenge nahin,
aisi raat humein manjur nahin agar wo sapno main ayenge nahin,
aisi jivan humein manjur nahin agar wo humare banege nahin,
aisi maut humein manjur nahin maut unki god main hogi nahin.
4. Kuch le sakta hun toh unki har dukh dard lelun,
kuch pi sakta hun toh unki liye bani har zehar pilun,
kuch kar sakta hun toh unki jindagi ki registan ko
rangin wadio main badal dun.
5. Wo sawan hai kya agar baris main mayur nache nahin,
wo basanth hai kya agar phul dharti main khile nahin,
wo baisakh hai kya agar koi pyaasa hua nahin,
wo phul hai kya agr bhawanr madhu banaye nahin,
wo raat hai kya agar asman pe tarein chamaktein nahin,
wo din hai kya agar wo sabere suprabhat bolein nahin.
6. Unki batonse humne geet gana sikhe hain,
unki chalise humne nachna sikhe hain,
unki likhanse humne sayari sikhein hain,
unki dukhse humne rona sokhe hain,
unki khusise humne muskurana sikhe hain,
unki chahatse humne pyar karna sikhein hain.
7. Aap gulab hain to main sakhonki kantein ban jaun,
aap moti hain to main jhilki shell ban jaun,
aap pyaasi hain to main thandi paani ban jaun,
aap panchi hain to main khuli asman ban jaun,
aap nadi hain to main samundar ban jaun,
aap priya hain to main aap ki premi ban jaun.
8. Kaisa hota hai din suraj ki siwa,
kaisa hota hai raat chandi ki siwa,
kaise hota hai machli paani ki siwa,
aisa tha humara din aap ki siwa.
9. Juban ki ishara sab samjh paye,
ankhon ki ishara samjhne wali koi chahiye,
dil baat juban pe na ye,
dil ki baat samjhnewali koi dilwali chahiye.
10. Aap ki ghum humare ankho ki ansu bangaye hain,
Aap ki khusi humare badan ki hasi bangaye hain,
aap ki sapne humare jine ki maksad bangaye hain,
aap ki dastan humare pyar ki kabita bangaye hain.
11. Madhu milti hai phulon se
lekin ek bhawanr chahiye,
milti hai chamak hiron ki pathar se
lekin ek susal karigar chahiye,
puri hoti hai mannat bhagwan ki kripa se
lekin thodisi mehnat chahiye,
milti hai pray har kisi ko
lekin ek pyar bhara dil chahiye.
12. Badalti hai rang asman ki sagar ki guno se
badalti hai dharti rang rup sawan ki ghata se
waise badle hain humara soch aap ki chahat se.
13. Chahethe banenge aap ki husn ki hasin
bangayehein aap ki ankho ki ansu
Chahethe banenge aap ki pairon main ghunguru
bangayehain aap ki pairon main kante
Chahethe bangenge aap ki hath main kangan
bangayehein aap ki hath ki hathkadi
Chahathe banenge aap ki apne
bangayehain aap ke paraye
14. Aap ki hasi jo bangayethe sapne hamare liye
aaj sapno main bangaye woh hasi hakikat hamare liye
yeh raat ke bad sabera na ho
is hasin sapne ki ant na ho.
15. Aap ki geet ko koyal ki geet man liye,
Aap ki nah ko mayur ki nach samajh liye,
aap ki saath biti wo lamho ko sapna soch liye,
duniya ki is reet ko hakikat bol diye.
16. Agar main unchi asman pe pahanch saku toh apko kuch chamakte tare dun,
agar main neeli sagar ki gehrai ko chhun sakun toh aap ke liye kuch moto samet lun,
agar main kabhi banjaun raja aap ke liye kohinoor jeet lun,
agar main kabhi ban jaun jogi aap ke liye swarg main a mahl mang lun,
agar main kabhi ban jaun sayar aap ke liye kuch sayari likh dun.
17. Bhawar kiskeliye guguna rahi hai yeh aap phul se puchuye,
asman se bijli kyun chamak rahi hai yeh aap ghata sawan se puchiye,
dharti ki kya rista hai sagar se yeh aap chand ko puchiye,
radha kiski intezar main hai madhuban main yeh aap kishan se puchiye,
khil rahi hai hasi gulab ki unki badan main kiskeliye yeh humain puchiye/
jhuki kyuun hain ankhein unki saram se kiskeliye yeh humein puchiye.
18. Wo rehtein humare nazron main unki tasbir mat dhunda karo,
unki mahal hai humare sapno main unki pata mat dhunda karo.
unki sare adayein hain aap ki nazakat main unko kisi dusromain dhunda na karo.
19. Humare hathon ki ishara samjha mat karo humare ankhon ke ishare samjho karo,
humare juban ki baton ko suna mat karo humare dilke bat ko suna karo,
hum chhupana chahtein hain humara pyar ko ye jalim duniyase ye bat ko aap samjha karo.
20. Kashmirki kaliyan unki husnki yad diladi,
thandi hawaein unki lehrati anchalki yad diladi,
chanchal jaharne unki payalki yad diladi,
sundar dal jheel unki pyarbhara dilki yad diladi,
dhartiki es swargne asman ki ek pariki yad diladi.
21. Rabne banaya aapko unki marzise,
range hain lehrati julfoko (kale) ghata sawanki rangse,
range hain chamki badanki (peeli) surajmukhiki rangse,
range hain sharmili ankhoko (safed aur neeli) kamalki rangse,
range hain bechain hothonko (gulabi) gulabki rangse,
aapka marzi hoto ranglena aapki mangko humari (lal) lahuki rangse.
22. Hum bolte hain aapki jubanse, humare baton keliye itne bechain kyun hai,
hum rehtein hain aapki dil main, humain milne keliye itni tadap kyun hai,
hum khus hain aap ki hasise, khudko rulake humein khus karneki koshis kyun hai.
23. Chup chup ke dekhtein hain aapko, dartein hain koi dekhna le,
Chhupa ke rakhe hain aapko humare dil main, dartein hain koi aur churana le,
Chandsa pariko mohabbat kiyein hain, dartein hain aap muh mod/hatana lein.
24. Safaltaki sikhar main khade dartein hain yeh pair phisalna jayey,
Surajmukhi hath main liye dartein hain yeh girna/....... jayey,
Sathi yeh jivanki dartein hain yeh hath bichhadna jayey.
25. Gujarein hai ye jindagi aap ki talash main, guzarish aap se hai ek mulakat keliye,
Gawah denge apni sab kuch aap ki pyar main, guzarish aap se hai ek sayari/muskurahat keliye.
26. Bechain hain aap humse mailne keliya, hum bhi kum bechain nahin,
Betab hain aap humare geet keliye, hum bhi kum betab nahin,
Bebas hain aap 'ZARAA' zaisi, humari bebasi 'VEER' se kuch kum nahin.
27. Bhari mehphil main hum tanhai se milne lage,
akele main dil ki bat diwaron se sunane lage,
chandni rat main suraj ki tez se bighalne lage,
din ki ujale main sapno ki kanvas main khusion ki rang rangne lage,
komal kamal ki kante chugne lagi hathon main to dil se lahu behne lage,
manzil ki har kante anand ki dawat dene lage,
unchi imarat main khadi jamin ki jheel main kisi aur ki parchhai dekhne lage,
zamin main baithe sitare jal bunne lage,
rahein pata tha manzil ki lekin manzil badalne lage,
dur nahin hai nayi manzil lekin koi sathi ki intezar karne lage,
hua hai yeh hal behal kisko bayan kare ye sochke ghabrane lage.
28. Guzarein hai sare jindagi aap ki talash main,
guzarish hain aap se ek mulakat ke liye,
gawah denge apna sabkuch aap keliye,
suzarish hai aap se ek sayari keliye.
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Sayari of my friends
Ye khuda, hum hasi se marna marna jayen, wo humari jindagi main ane se.
2. Hum chahtein hain ke
apki manjil ka har kanton ko phool main badal de,
apki har ghum ko khusionmain badal de,
apki har sapno ko hakikat main badal de,
apki har ansu ko hasi main badal de,
.................
3. Hum apko jane bina hi aap ki baat manne lage,
hum apko paane se pehle aap ko khone ki dar main darne lage,
hum apko dard denese pehle aap ki dar ko mehsus karne lage,
Hume pata nahin hai ye kaisa rista hai humara apse, lekin ye rista ko kadar karne lage.
4. Hum khuda ko humara maut mange,
khuda ne kaha main maut to dedun tujhe,
lekin usko kya kahun jo tere lambi umar ki dua mange. by Jayant Dash.
5. Hum aapki khayalon main khilna chahtein hain,
hum apki sason main mehkna cahtein hain,
hum apki dil main dhadakna chahtein hain,
humari chahat apki nafrat na ban jaye is baat se dartein hain,
humari chahat ko hakikat main badal dein - ye binati bhagwan se kartein hain.
6. Aj humein ehsas hua ki, aap kya mehsus kartein hain humare liye,
hum jine lage un lamhon ko jin lamhon ko mehsus kiyethe aapne humare liye,
Hosh gawahke jine lage un lamhon ko, jin lamhon main aap ne ishar kiyethe pyar humare liye.
7. Humne sochethe ki humari sari jindagi app ki naam likhne keliye,
aap ne to humein mazbur kar raheho humare jindagi ki sirf ek panna likhne keliye.
8. Itna yaad mat dilayiye ki yad karte karte hum apni sapnomain main kho jayen,
itna sapne mat dikhayiye ki dekhte dekhte hum aap se pyar kar jayein,
itna pyar mat jatayiye ki pyar jatate jatate is pyar main hum khud ko kho jayein.
9. Woh khusian nahin jo humne aap ke sath hasi nahin,
woh ghum nahin jo humne aap ke sath roye nahin,
woh baat nahin jo humne app ki baat mani nahin,
woh galiya nahin jo humne aap ke sath gujare nahin,
woh din agaya hai jo aap hume akele chhod ke jaoge lekin aap ke bin kaise katun yeh akela pann yeh bataye bin kabhi jana nahin.
10. Khuda ne humain itna toh diya hai,
dard ko dil main rakh ke khusian dena aadat ban gaya hai.
11. Jivan main log riste banate hain jarurat ke liye,
humne rista nahin banayethe jarurat ke liye,
humne toh rista banye the samjhne, samjhane aur nibhane keliye,
Humne toh riste banayethe aap ki khusi ke liye,
Jab humein jarurat nahin hai aur kuch aap ke siwa us riste ke liye,
kya mol mangu main aap se us riste ka sauda keliye.
12. Humein intezar hai aapka un dard bhari lamho ko apnane keliye,
Hum bachin hain hamare hisse ki khusi apko dene keliye.
13. Shama ko intezar hai roshni ka,
kaliyon ko intezar hai bhawar ka,
raat ko intezar hai din ka,
humein besabri se intezar hai aap ka.
14. Woh humpe khafa hain, ye hum samajtein hain,
woh hume bahut tadpatein hain, ye hum samjtein hain,
woh hume napasand kartein hain, ye hum samjtein hain,
hum unke samajh ke bahar hain, ye hum samajhtein hain.
15. Aap to har adase abad hain,
aap pe to sab fida hain,
aap ke jitna tarif karein utna kum hain,
aap ka to sab terafdar hain,
hum to kora kagaj hain, jo aapke ada bayan kiye hain.
16. Sunte sunte hum hogaye hai unke diwane,
lagne lagi is diwanapan bhi jaraurat hai zindagi main,
mangne lage unse thodisi jagah unki kadmo main.
17. Vada nahin phir bhi uska intezar hai,
Judai ke wavzud bhi usse pyar hai,
uske chehre ki udasi de rahi hai gawahi,
mujhse bichhadkar woh bhi bekarar hai.
18. Rehjatein insan, lekin rasta nahin,
badaljatein mausam, lekin asman nahin,
badalgayeho aap, lekin hum nahin.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Sayari by me
2. Humne to raha puchthe, aap panha kyun die, Humne to pani mangathe, aap jindagi kyun die, Humne to muskan chahethe, aap pyar kyun die. 3. Itna intejat mat karwaiye, taki hum dinayan walonoko na bhul jayen, Itna bechain mat kijiye, taki hum khud ko na bhul jayen. 4. Humain bachain karke, kaise chain paoge aap., Humain sapne dikha ke, kaise sapno main gum jaoge aap. 5. Sochethe kuch sunege nahin aur aap ki jadu bhare batein sun liye, sochethe kuch dekhenge nahin aur aap ki chamakti hui husn dekh liye, sochethe kuch likhenge nahin aur aap ki tasbir banaliye, sochethe kuch kahenge nahin aur aap ke pyar ki ishar kar liye, sochethe ye dil kisiko denge nahin aur aap ko humara jaan de diye. 6. Bal hai moti ki har jaisa, aakhein hai jo kamal jaisa, kan hai gulab jaisa, hasin hai menaka jaisa, bol hai koyal jaisa, surat hai chandni jaisa, mere priya hai pari jaisa. 7. Yeh mere dil ki mallika, kotne din nafrat ki aag main jalti rahogi, ekbar bharosa karke toh dekho, pyer ki samundar main dub jaoge. 8. Suraj nahin toh chand ki maza kya, khatti nahin toh mithhi ki maza kya, chhedkhani nahin toh pyar ki maza kya, aap nahin toh mere jindaji main aur hai kya. 9. Aap ki gali, geet lagta hai, aap ki naa, haan lagta hai, aap ki pyar main ye jag sona lagta hai. 10. Hum hairan hai ki kante ki sakhon main gulab khilta kaise hain, itne nafrat main bhi aap ki surat main muskan khilta kaise hain. 11. Namrata ki matlab kayar nahin, dil lagi ki matlab dillagi nahin. 12. Aap ki nazakat humare liye sapne bangaye, aur aap ki aisi satana humare aadat bangaye. 13. Pyaar karna muskil nahin, pyaron se dur rehna aasan nahin. 14. Kehne ko toh yeh aankh humara hai lekin yeh dekta humein nahin, kehne ko toh yeh dimag humara hai likin iski soch mera nahin, kehne ki toh yeh dil humara hai lekin isme rehti hai aur koi. 15. Mere sath dosti kiye ho toh, paraya mat kijiye, mere liye geet likhe sahi, galiyan mat likhiye. 16. Aap ko nazar naa lage isliye humare aankh band kiye hain, apko humara dard ka ehsas na ho isliye humara zuban band kiye hain. 17. Bhul sakte hain apni naak ko bhulenge apni sason ko kaise, bhul sakte hain apni dil ko, bhulenge iski dhadkan ko kaise, bhul sakte hain woh sapne ko, bhulenge woh yadon ko kaise, bhul sakte hain apni khusionko, bhulenge apki hasi ko kaise, bhul sake hain apne aap ko, bhulenge aap ko kaise. 18. Humein milte hain khusi aap ki nazar se, band aankhon se nahin, humein milti hai khusi aap ki baton se, khamosi se nahin, humein milti hai khusi aap ki muskurahat se, aap ki band hothon se nahin, humein milti hai khusi aap se, koi gairon se nahin. 19. Sagar main chhai hai rang neeli asman ki, dharti main chhai hai rang rangin phoolon ki, mujhmein chhai hai rang aap ki pyar ki. 20. Hasna nahin toh kabhi ronaa nahin aap, mujhe milna nahin toh kabhi dur jaana nahin aap, mere dulhan banogi nahin toh kabhi mere jindagise dur jaana nahin aap. 21. Humse dur jaane ki chahaat main, humare bitch ki duriyan mita rahe ho aap, humare dil main nafrat bhar ne ki chahaat mein isme pyaar bhar rahe ho aap. 22. Rone se aap hasna sikho, hasne se hasana, nafrat se aap pyar sikho, pyar se pyar karna. 23. Humara har nazaar hai aap ko dekhne keliye, humara har khoj hai aap ko pane keliye, humara har soch hai aap ki bhalai soch ne keliye, humara har pyaar hai aap ko dene keliye. 24. Nazrein toh jo hata lye ho humse, dil main basi us tasbir ko kaise hataoge, bolna jo bandh kiye ho humse, sapno main gunjti us awaz ko kaise bandh karoge, pyaar ke phool jo chura liye ho, dimag main basi us yadon ko kaise churaoge. 25. Aap ki chehra reh gaya tasbir main, aap ki yadein reh gaya sapno main, aap ki pyar reh gaya is sayari main. 26. Milna tha jo phool tujhe kante mile hain, milna tha jo panha tujhe dard mile hain, milna tha jo pyar tujhe nafrat mile hain. 27. Humare ankonki ninda jo udgaya hai, wo so rahen hai kaise, humare jeena duswar jo hua hai, wo hus rahein hai kaise, humein pyar jo hua hai, wo anjane ban rahein hai kaise. 28. Kisne kaha tare asman main hotein hain, humne ek tara jameen par bhi payein hain, kisne kaha kamal pani main khiltein hain, humne ek kamal jameen par bhi khilte dekhein hain, kisne kaha sapne nindo main aatein hain, humne ek sapna jage hue bhi dekhe hain, kisne kaha wo bahut dur chale gayein hain, humne unko humara dil main bhi payein hain. 29. Aap ki tasbir se mile toh chain khoye, aap se mile toh dil khoye, aap se bichde toh khudko khoye. 30. Humein intna mat khilayiye warna hum bhukh ko bhul jayenge, Humein intna mat pilayiye warna hum pyas ko bhul jayenge, Humse intna baat mat kijiye warna hum sona bhul jayenge, Humein intna sapne mat dikhayiye warna hum hakikat ko bhul jayenge, 31. Humein amrut nahin, aap ki hath ki khana chahiye, humein madira nahin, aapki hathse thandi paani chahiye, humein hiron ki haar nahin, aaki bahon ki har chahiye, humein sone keliye swarna palank nahin, aap ki god chahiye, humein jindgi ki rahon main chalne keliye koi sahara nahin, aap jaisa koi jeevasathi chahiye. 32. Kisne kaha tare asman main hotein hain, humne bhi ek tara jemeen main dekhein hain, Kisne kaha parijat swarg main hotein hain, humne bhi ek parijat es dharti main dekhein hain, kisne kaha kamal pani main hotein hain, humne bhi ek kamal es mitti main dekhein hain, kisne kaha humein prem karna nahin ata, humne apna premika ko apni angan main chalte hue dekhe hain. 33. Humein intezar hai sikiki khat ki, unki thikana pata nahin, humein intezar hai kisiski sms ki, unki number pata nahin, humein intezar hai kisiki phone ki, unki awaz pata nahin, humein intezar hai kisiki pyar ki, unki naam pata nahin. 34. Humain pata tha aap humse bahut age jaoge, lekin yeh nahin pata tha ki aap mudke nahin dekhoge, humain pata tha app aasman ko chhunoge, lekin yeh pata nahin tha aasman se dharti ko nahin dekhoge. Humain pata tha aap humse ruth jaoge, lekin yeh pata nahin tha humse baat nahin karoge. 35. Itna padhayee mat karna taki humare chehra padhna bhul jao, Itne kisi ko hasana nahin taki humare hasi ki bajah aap ho yeh bhul jao, Itna kisi ki seva mat karna taki humari jindagi ki sahara aap ho yeh bhul jao. 36. Hum bole hain unko humein khat nahin likhna lekin unki khat ka intejar kartein hain, hum bole hain unko humein phone nahin karna lekin unki phone ka intejar kartein hain, hum bole hain unko humare rista ki naam dosti rakhna lekin us rista ka dusra naam dhundtein hain. 37. Humein khed hai ki humne kalank lohe main nahin chand main dekhe hain, humne daag patthar main nahin hira main dekhe hain, humne kharbi insan main nahin aap main dekhe hain. 38. Humein jine keliye koi dawa nahin unki pyar kafi hai, humein marne keliye koi zahar nahin unki bewafai kafi hai. 39. Humein rehne keliye tajmahal nahin unki dil main thodisi jagah chahiye, humein jine keliye koi dua nahin unki thodisi pyar chahiye. 40. Hum gunjte hain aap ki kano main humein gane dijiye, hum baith jayenge aap ki ankho main humein nachne dijiye, hum rehtein hain aap ki dil main humein mehphil main mat dhundiye. 41. Aap ki ansuo ki mul hai hiron se bhi jyada, un hiron ko nikal na humare gujar jane ke baad humse kijiye ye wada. 42. Unko kehto saktein hain humse baat karna nahin, lekin kaise rokein humko unse baat karnese? unko kehto saktein hain humein dekhna nahin, lekin kaise rokein humko unko dekhnese? unko kehto diye hain pyar hai nahin, lekin kaise rokein humare dilko aise dhadaknese? 43. Hum dekhtein hain is duniyan apki nazron se hum mehphil main kya dekhe ye mat puchiye, humare dil main base ho aap humara dil kya kehta hai ye mat puchiye, humare soch main base ho aap hum kya sochtein hain ye mat puchiye, humare jaan ho aap humare priya ke naam mat puchiye. |
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Gitanjali
When Sukanta was 4th year student of Kanaka Manjari Institute of Pharmaceutical Sciences, Rourkela, Orissa, he met a cute girl who joined in Kanaka Manjari Institute of Information Technology. Both the institues were in the same campus run by Kanak Manjari trust. The smile of "that girl" would embarrass Monalisa of Leonardo Da Vinci. When Sukanta was simple, "that girl" was stylish. Sukanta wanted to be stylish but could not be until he met "that girl". "That girl" inspired Sukanta to be stylish. There was a change in dressing sence, way of talking of Sukanta. Class mate of Sukanta doubted that Sukanta was in Love. But there was nothing like that. Sukanta wanted to be a friend of "that girl", just friend nothing else. Sukanta did not have enough courage to talk to any unknown girl. He could have expressed his interested if he would have got "that girl" in a lonely place. The only place where Sukanta was seeing "that girl" was college canteen. But it was always crowded. Luck did not favour Sukanta for another year.
In 2001 he passed B.Pharm and Left for Delhi where he got a job of Lecturer in a Paramedical college. Along with job he tried for different competitive exams to secure a place in any reputed national or international university. In the year 2002 he joined Al-Ameen college of pharmacy, Bangalore for 2 years master degree course. His specialization was Pharmacology, a science describing action and fate of a medicine in a living system (human body). After completing the course he joined Aurobindo Pharma, Hyderabad to work in the field of clinical research. Clinical research deals with testing effect of medicine in healthy/and diseased human volunteer before marketing it. After 4 year he joined Apotex Research Pvt Ltd, Bangalore as a team leader.
There had been a lot of change in Sukanta. In the mean while,he had accepted metro culture. On 6th July 2008, Sukanta called some colleague to Hyderabad House restaurant, Koramangala, Bangalore for celebrating his birthday. The party was scheduled at 1 pm, but by the time every body arrived the venue it was 2 pm. On sunday all the good resturants are crowded. All were on the queue to secure a place in the resturant. Then sukanta met a girl whom he thouht he knew earlier. After some time he realised that it was "that girl" of Kanak Manjari Institute of Information Technology. Sukanta went near to "that girl" with enough courage and introduced himself to "that girl". Sukanta could know that her name was Gitanjali. After completing a degree course in IT she was working in one of the IT firm in Bangalore. Even though Gitanjali gave enough information about her she could not recognize Sukanta. She came there with her friends. It was getting late for every body for lunch. Now a waiter called Gitanjali's name. She went inside the resturant with her friends. Next turn came to Sukanta's group. Sukanta was sitting next (table) to Gianjali.
It was late. Lunch started without starter. Dish was Hyderabadi chicken biryani, Kashmir palao, chilli ckicken, mushroom curry etc. While Sukanta was enjoying the tasty biryani, he was thinking about his college days, his feeling about Gitanjali. Gitanjali did not know that she had inspired some body, some body wanted to be her friend. Was that meeting with Gitanjali a mere luck or God had planned it? If colleague of Sukanta would not have came late he might not have met Gitanjali. Should he ask Gitanjali to be his friend? In the mean while every body completed lunch. Gitanjali left Restaurant 5 minutes earlier to Sukanta.
Sukanta did not have that urge to be friend of Gitanjali as it was in 2001. People and their thinking change with time. Any way Sukanta thanked god for giving him an oppertunity to be friend of Gitanjali again.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Bread, onion and ghost
I used to walk back home through a lonely road covered with trees. In those trees ghosts were living! On one of the tree Shyam uncle commited suicide by hanging himself on a banyan tree. After that his ghost was staying in that banyan tree. Any how he was very close to me so I was confident that he would not trouble me and protect me from other ghosts. Those days ghosts were very notorious, they would kill the person and drink their blood!
Guni didi used to tell us many ghosts stories and she would promise that those were true. She was generous in telling us stories even though we did not show interest to listen it because of fear. According to her ghost of the the persons whose desire were not fullfilled in their life time become very notorius and trouble people more. To save us from different ghosts (i.e. muslim ghost, unmarried person's ghost, women ghost) she used to tell us different mantras. We remebered those mantras by heart.
One day Guni didi told a truth which terrorized me! She told in Rourkela one new ghost is seen. So many people have died because of that ghost. The ghost would come to home in night, and would knock door and ask for bread and onion. The person who would give bread and onion would be killed by the ghost. If no body opened the door, the ghost would kill every body. I thought I would open the door of my house if ghost knock our door. I did not want to loose my family members who were very good to me. I did not tell the truth to my family members, I did not want any of my family members to sacrify their life to save me. For few days I did not sleep properly in the night. Some time I would wake up by hearing sound of knocked door. Later I would realised that my neighbour's door was knocked that time. As per Guni didi if any body can chant Gayathri Manta, ghost would not cause any harm to that person. But that mantra was very difficult to be remebered by me as I was in Class one. I heard that Rourkela is 400 km far from my home and it would take one month for a ghost to walk to our arae. I was relieved by that.
After few days Guni didi went to Rourkela to her uncle's house in summer vacation. I was worried about Guni didi. She returned back safely from Rourkela, I was relieved. I inquired about the ghost and wanted know ghost had killed how many people. She told with a smile that she killed the ghost. She told one night the ghost came to her uncle's house, she open the door while chanting Gayathri manta. By hearing the mantra, the ghost died! I was relieved. Now I could sleep properly in the night. I remembered her as a brave heroin for many years and remembered Gayatri mantra to save me from any ghost in the world
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Saturday, October 11, 2008
Winner
That day I started at 7 am and reached Jaya nagar traffic signal within 3 minutes. While I was waiting for green light to glow, a beautiful, tall and fair girl in blue jeans and pink T-shirt arrived near me with scooty. I guess as if she is in a hurry. She used to see her watch frequently.
My bike was in start mode and once green light glow I started driving immediately. But the girl crossed me with a high speed. I felt bad a girl overtook me and the vehicle she was using was without gear. She was expert driver than me. Still than I tried my best to over take her. I was 200 meters behind Asoka pillar and she was 50 meters ahead of me. I increased my speed to 80 kpmh and I was about to overtake her near Ashoka pillar circle when she took a left turn and I went straight. I could not overtake her as she went in a different route. I felt bad as I could not win.
So many years are passed. Now it is 2008. When ever I pass through Ashoka pillar I remember the incident. Around year 2004 I read a article which stated that male drivers psychology compels them to drive faster than lady driver when they are driving together. Now I believe I am an expert driver. I never chase others and drives slow in traffic. I wish to own a racing bike one day and drive at 125 kmph.